Tuesday, January 31, 2012

you feel tired, sluggish, full.
she hates that feeling, full.
you think back to the days when you always felt so empty. when empty was beautiful. when empty is still beautiful. it's a struggle that no one else seems to understand. it's a change that no one else can see. you have to hollow out this body. make it light, make it small. make it better.
but there's no response. you're a destruction zone, an internal war field. you're raging.
but why should you be?
no, you're happy. you're at the happiest you've ever been. right now, you have it all.
just keep repeating the words.
you have it all.

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